I'm better! :)

Thanks for reading my rant on my last post! lol It's so funny - cuz I posted that on last Wed. and then Thursday and Friday were AMAZING days!! I felt good, I had energy!! I even came home from work and COOKED for my hubby!! :) It was great!!

Then, this weekend we tried no "magic pill" (zofran - I take one every evening which then helps with the morning and the next day) for the weekend. See how I was doing. Well, Saturday was great!! I was my normal good self! :) Then Sunday...I woke up...and I was sick! John finally convinced me to take a pill about 4:30 that afternoon....I was SO sick - I think I was awake a full 2 1/2 hours before 4:30 - lol - I slept a lot. :) Soooo...I'm back taking the magic pill! :) I'm too nervous to not take it for the school week! :)

It's so weird...I guess I should feel blessed that I have been sick....because that is the ONLY thing still making me think I'm pregnant! it's been almost 4 weeks since I got to see my little one! :) And I think I'm starting to show....but it's kinda like....hmmm...did she sit on the couch all summer and eat! or is she preggers!? lol - so it's not very obvious! I thought I would show so much faster! :) But that's okay. So I guess in a weird way I should be happy I'm sick! :)

OH! We agreed on a girl's name! We decided to keep our names secret - but it's cool how the name came about. I was driving to work and I heard on the radio a name. And I REALLY liked it! So, I went home and told John the name....he kinda thought about it (He REALLY was set on another name we had picked. But my problem was, the names we had picked previously feel weird to me now - because this is the FOURTH baby I have thought of with that name...and it just feels weird - so I've been looking for possible other names). So I said, lets look up what the name means. So I find it online - and it means "God has Responded"!!!! How AMAZING!! John was like - Okay! That's the name! lol - It's just so perfect for what we've been through!! So I guess now I do kinda hope it's a little girl because we have the perfect name already agreed upon! :) If it is a boy, that'll be great too - we'll just have some work to find a name! :)

Two of my good friends' due dates are QUICKLY approaching! I look at thier pictures and it's crazy how "big" they are. Big is a bad word - because it's all baby!! But I don't think I've seen many people in their 39th week!! Bless their hearts it has to be hard! But their babies should be here so soon!!!! :)

My dear Emma (our Goddaughter) is turning two in two days as well! :) Man, time flies! I was checking my facebook info and it seems I just changed it a bit ago - and it said Emma was 9 months and Bekkah 7! Now they're both almost 2 YEARS old!!! Crazy! Glad all these babies are being added to our lives!! :)

Alright, I'm going to get some dinner!! :)