Not obsessing

Well, it's been a while. I think I was a bit disappointed in April when I wasn't pregnant so I just kind of left all this pregnant talk behind. My best friend is pregnant -- after trying for 1 month. But I still have to be happy because it is my Godchild growing in her belly. Though, I'll be honest I bawled when I read those words. It was very unexpected - like the noise that came out of me actually shocked me because it was so unexpected. But I'm happy for all my friends who are currently in a happy and healthy pregnancy! I would NEVER want anyone I love to have to go through what J and I are going through.

I just have to put this out there - for a minute ALL my t.v. shows had the main character getting pregnant; or someone pregnant. How annoying. Now, TWO of my shows have had miscarriages. I just cannot escape it!

I have stopped obsessing over getting pregnant. I honestly can't tell you my cycle and stuff anymore I just erased it from my mind. Instead, this summer I am obsessing over losing weight!! :) I bought an elliptical and I hope to lose 20 pounds or so this summer. That's going to be some tough work! Then in August I can resume the obsessing over pregnancy! LOL.

School has officially ended! I am glad to be done with this year! Though, I was surprised by my emotions on the last day. I actually teared up to see my kids leave! I really did tear up to see my Para leave. I'm going to miss her!

So, Since summer is here I am starting to plan camp again. Our campus pastor and I direct an American Baptist camp every summer. We got a lot accomplished today and I am excited for this year's camp once again!!!

Alright, that's all for now. I don't think my life is very entertaining! But I'll keep updating on my day to day adventure!! :)

Love,
J