I have a Dream

Well, I do have a dream....I dream that I will be a mom....and I HOPE that it will be soon!!

The past couple of nights I have dreamt that I was pregnant or having a baby. So I don't know if that's my wishful thinking or if it's a sign! :)

I swear it feels like EVERYONE around me is having a baby. Three out of my eight closest friends are pregnant! And then one is trying to get pregnant. So that's almost 1/2 of my closest friends that are already preggers. Then there's TONS that aren't my closest friends but are friends who are pregnant or just had their baby too. It just stinks. I just wish I could join them!

OH! And if I have to hear "Having a baby is the most amazing thing ever -- you will Love it and be forever changed" I will scream. Like, I KNOW that it will be beyond amazing to have a baby. Thinking about having a little one almost bursts my heart -- I know actually getting to hold my little one WILL burst my heart! Also, I think once you've lost a baby you appreciate everything so much more. I will take NOTHING for granted!

Easter was good. I wasn't around any cute little Easter babies! :) No it was a good time with family. I hope I'm pregnant. Little over a week and I'll find out. I am praying hard!