Bowling and Worries

June 14, 2010 11:45 p.m.



So we went bowling tonight with some friends. The whole time I worried about not over-doing it. I bowled awful becasue I was so scared! Normal pregnant ladies wouldn't have to worry about this...but once you've lost a baby - and then two more - you tend to worry.



With my first pregnancy I remember my mom saying - don't over-do-it --- remember you're caring for two now. And I remember thinking I'm not going to be a wimpy pregnant lady. I'm going to continue my life and not make my husband wait on me hand-and-foot. Well, after that pregnancy my attitude changed. For example, my brother moved in with us and while we were setting up the room I basically "ordered" John around rather than do ANYTHING! I didn't want to put any force on my uterus than what was necessary. I went from being macho pregnant lady to doing nothing prgnant lady. And if it grants me the blessing of my little on in my arms!! I will take it!!



So, the nurse called about my Lovenox shots (I've been saying the wrong thing) the doctor wants to wait till we see a heartbeat. So my appointment has been moved up to next Tuesday afternoon. I will have an ultrasound then see my doctor!! I am praying, praying, praying I make it to Tuesday and everything looks great!!!



I didn't get anything accomplished today....oops! I did however take a 2 1/2 hour nap!! LOL - I was tired! :)



Thanks for staying posted with me!

Love,

Jenna



Dear Lord,

Thank you for this beautiful day and time to hang with friends tonight. Thanks for protecting my little one as we bowled!! I still feel great and I thank you for that. Thank you for the blessing inside me and please protect and keep him/her healthy!! I cannot wait until Tuesday to see our little one, I pray for a happy and healthy nine months and I know all things are possible through you!! Thank you Lord for the blessing of family. I pray these things in Jesus' name! Amen.